Alone

I'm alone and it's something I've just gotten used to. I don't mind it but no one is worth my time. I'm not willing to beg and plead to have someone by my side. I deserve love, not what I've had before. Never again will I grovel.
I just purchased my first real double bass bow. It's a beautiful pernumbuco bow made by Stephan Kuhnla. I think it's just what I need to be a successful bass player. It's really going to inspire me to be great. Also just ordered some new shorts off of Jcrew. 5 inch inseam. Might be completely scary.