Animosity

I'm really becoming tired of all the animosity I'm forced to face day by day.  It seems that no matter what amends I seek the New Ethics kids will always be resistant to resolve.  Everyone is in some big badass cool contest.

Logan broke edge.  I'm not really too surprised but it's just another things that's tearing me down right now.  Someone that I called my best friend - my biggest supporter is now just another minion on the other team.  If he's not straight edge now then he never was.

A new personal goal of mine is going to be to lose 25 pounds over summer.  I'm not sure how realistic the number is but instead of doing it the bad way I plan on working out daily and cutting out the chips and soycream.  Becca and I have been living and extremely indulgent lifestyle but I can already see a change in my body after only two months.  I'd like to be able to fit into my old jeans again and slim down to the point where my size mediums are comfortably loose instead of see -everything tight.

People have been talking about whether or not it's right to have children.  Some of the people I respect most believe that it's not fair to the environment but I personally don't currently share that view.  I feel as if it's my inherent nature to reproduce and share the love I have with another person with the world.  If I didn't produce a child I would consider my life incomplete.  I seem to be less anti-authority than other people and I still wonder where it's because I'm uneducated or because I'm willing to use my own mind.  A cop has never done anything to hurt me, or anyone around me.  Cops eliminate drunk driving and limit the consumption of alcohol.  I can see negatives to the institution but a vigilante government is the last thing I want.

Happy two month anniversary to me and Becca.

Fuck you.